I try to decompress, but my just won't rest, I can find the escape, the exit sign. There's no glow in the distance, hands grasping in the dark, will you find me god?, cause I'm so lost, and love is putrid, I can taste it on my tongue, the decay of my heart, who am i?, who am i?, why am i searching for happiness he won't let me find, he has a grasp in my hand, pulling me into some, and when I scream, he silences my echoes, oh god these chains of burden have become so hard to fight, will you be ashamed of me if I danced to the devils words, this world is spinning around me, wondering though do I even matter, I need a sign, oh god. Oh god, I can