Devious Journal Entry

I breathe in the air
But it suffocates my lungs
Grim at my finger tips
Nothing but nightmares
Inside my mind

Living behind a wall
Alone I will fall

I can't hear anything
Around me
Nothing but stillness
And a clouded sun
The clouds stand lifeless
And the night reflects my aching soul

I adapted by lifelessness
Only to feel my heart aching
Something for a change
To stop hiding

But I stand behind this wall
And I fall to isolation

Wondering when I'd ever see
My reflection again